“…so I unknowinly stopped living, & learnt to give love without receiving it ‘cos I was terrorized by mere men…& a man.
He confronted me with harsh realities insensitively.
He left me bleeding, wounded & weeping.
I’ve hence been trying to play safe.
I became scared to open up my heart; scared to laugh too loudly; scared to really speak; scared to be FULLY me…
then I grew…
I grew & I discovered that the devil was stealing my life & I was living in fear.
Then I asked myself,
‘how far back am I willing to let life push me?’
So I stepped out of my cave, took a leap of faith and remained suspended in the air by trust!
Now I’m alert without being alarmed;
I’m not scared of DYING, I’m rather scared of NOT LIVING!
I’m free! It is written!”